Someone

Life is too short to be spent alone. I've just finish watching Ghosts of Girlfriends Past (random). The fear and horror of living a lonely life is unbearable for any human being.

Lately, I have missed talking to God. Miss singing to His songs in the car while I'm stuck in the bad traffic. How is it possible to be so busy with church work til there is no time for Him? I mean, I'm doing God's work but I can't even spend quality time with Him? It's insane. It's like saying I'm having dinner with my family but we're not even communicating. They're just there..

I guess this is the phase where I get too caught up with real life situation and I've placed Him somehow less important. Human beings will always be that way. Imperfectly perfect in God's eyes yet He still loves us. It's just like you, loving your partner even though they made a mistake/hurt you. Because *you* love them enough to forgive them. Life is a journey, not a destination.

We all want to have that special someone to walk with in our lives journeys. Someone that loves us for our good and our bad. Someone that doesn't beat us down but encourages us. Someone that loves Jesus and loves God. Someone who you could not possibly imaging living without him/her. Someone who can instantly make you smile just by the thought of him/her. Someone that shares the same vision and goal with you :)

Eternity is where I want to be.